reality.

one year from today i will be a college graduate.
for some reason today that is a really scary thought. the courage and confidence i have been working to muster up for the last three years is gone. seeing all of the graduates in their caps and gowns, cars being packed up, and proud families meandering around campus has for some reason really affected me today. i don't like feeling this way. i hate goodbyes. i want everyone to live together and be one big, happy family. but, no. life must go on.

so, here i go...one foot in front of the other. slowly but surely. keep on keepin' on i suppose.

summer, here i come.


i'm praying that the Lord would be near to my heart. i need him to be.
happy graduation/summer.

love you all.